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I Will Eat You Before Utopia

by brz

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1.
roaches 01:58
I want to set This apartment On fire My desires Seem simple I don't know anymore
2.
Pastry 01:33
[Chorus] Walking around a police state I was looking for a pop tart Chocolate chip above the blood stain Concrete’ll give you a rock heart It might be a total accident I might just end up a pop star I be hoping they don’t kill me If they do hope I got far Fabricated wonderland Place I do not understand I was just trying to be I don’t know the first thing about being the man [Verse] I always have a plan My shit way way colder than Geneva May just get you more turnt than a sativa Double entendre when off of the reefer I’m swimming on tracks like amphibious creatures Many ideas get lost in the ether So I’ll pull another one Than have another one Feeling like Icarus Running into the sun I’m moving double time Hopping like double dutch I want my Roses And I want them Martine Life in the dawn of a cashless regime I don’t have time to explain what I mean Catching me on the run May just feel like a dream omg [Chorus] Walking around a police state I was looking for a pop tart Chocolate chip above the blood stain Concrete’ll give you a rock heart It might be a total accident I might just end up a pop star I be hoping they don’t kill me If they do hope I got far Fabricated wonderland Place I know I overstand I was just trying to be I don’t know the first thing about being the
3.
Funeral 02:47
[Verse 1] She told me She wants to die Outside of The MoMA When the leaves turn in fall She told me She’s in The studio Can’t take my calls [Verse 2] She told me She wants to die Outside of The MoMA When the leaves turn in fall She told me She’s in The studio Can’t take my calls She told me She wants to die Inside of The MoMA When the leaves turn in fall She said that It would be grand To hang her pride on walls
4.
money 01:46
10:46 am Don’t think about who it’s for All I had was a dollar and a dream last night Spent that dollar now all I have is a dream I would tell you what I’m feeling If I know it’s real But something tells me you don’t care what I think There’s a part of me that Really really wants your love But not sure if that’s the right thing we should do Out of sight Then out of mind Out of pocket Out of line Out of patience Out of time Without a clue I pray that you Get home safely All the world’s on fire Illuminated The paintings You can see the signs
5.
May be the end of Backers and capital Dehydration will Turn our asses to animals High key into cannibals I see like I’m Hannibal After Lasik My fanciful daydreams Of things beyond the basic Leaving New York for a bit My living fuck up My spirit fucked up I need to touch love And not a plus one But where the trust runs After galleries Shows And functions Probably need of everything I run from I can’t Confide I can’t Decide Where we go from here my dear Where we go from here my dear I couldn’t tell you I couldn’t sell you No false ideas at all

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A collection of songs recorded from 2019-2020 in New York City, the closest thing to a Utopia on the planet, imo. It's weird that I've held on to these songs for so long, but I've reached a point where I just want to let things go more freely. While in quarantine, I rewatched Sui Ishida's masterwork Tokyo Ghoul, and was deeply inspired. I felt Kaneki, so I pulled from that. There's so much pain in accepting who you are, and that you're scared of that, and that you'll lose everything you're fighting to protect. To survive is to eat...

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released January 29, 2021

recorded and produced by brz

Cover photo by Megan Crass (@poormegz)

Back cover type by Bianca Pena (@wwwbiancapena)

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